P7,
Thank you for your comments. tracker's defense of the beretta is a reasonable one, however. The point you make as to NATO influence, culminating in the M9, is correct.
I don't buy gun magazines anymore; I find better information on this forum and others. However, there always seems to be magazine articles such as "A .32 is Enough!", or, "The .380 is a Shooter's Friend", or, "The 9mm is Not Enough". (I read them for free when I go to the Wal-Mart).
Any gun, even (gulp) a .25ACP, is better than no gun. I respect the fact that you are a professional and were I one, I would want to carry a .45. As a legal CCW citizen, I am content to carry my Robar R9 until the mythical R45 appears.