tracker, I really was thinking about being a pilot, and doing the actual flying.
A few years ago, I made an appointment with my doctor to get a medical (student license), and get back into enjoying flying. The day of the appointment, his grandson was injured on the golf course, and my appointment was cancelled. I never rescheduled. Now in retirement, perhaps it's better to minimize risks.
I got to join the Caterpillar Club one day, and recognize that excitement is possible.
Meanwhile, having access to free travel is pretty nice, too.