I still have mixed feelings about carrying my R9. I love the look, the feel, & the quiet elegance of that gun. I baby it to death, and treat it like no other gun I have. I love to look at it and simply hold it. the only comparison I can think of was when I bought a Porsche Carrera Cabriolet and I enjoyed listening to it more than driving it. Oh, what sick puppies we can be.